The Mystery of Life and Death
The mystery of life and death, being in the present moment, seems, at times, so profound. I am writing, high from a couple of cups of red wine, using the energy from the battery bank a friend set up...
View ArticleWhat is This Life?!?
What is this life? Having fallen asleep in my chair, I wake up at 2 a.m. and go to my bed. After an hour of not being able to sleep, I get up and make coffee and toast leftover biscuits. I decide to...
View ArticleThe Everpresent Unknown/the Void
The Unknown, the Void, is ever present. I listen. All is quiet as this new day dawns. What this day brings, I do not know. I do know that Spring is coming, for the little fig tree I bring in every...
View ArticleThe Goal of Being Happy
Being happy was all that I ever wished to be. As a child, I was happiest when hanging out with our dogs, or tagging along with my dad out on the ranch. I was in a learning mode, although I was not...
View ArticleBeing Retired
Being retired must be different for everyone. Some plan for it, and some do not. I did not. I knew only that I could not keep doing what I had been doing for years: being at the beck and call of an...
View ArticleDoing the Laundry
Today is January 20, 2017, and at this moment, in Washington, D.C., Donald Trump is being sworn in as the 45th President of the USA. I need to do my laundry in town, since it is damp and foggy outside...
View ArticleSeptember 23, 2017
I hear the voices of little children in my head, screaming with terror, “Mommy, Mommy, what is happening?” I see the little white, well-fed girl and boy looking up at their mother’s face for...
View ArticleLearning Discernment
Discernment eludes me, over and over, as I keep subjecting myself to opportunities to determine if whether or not I should believe the words of others. Once again someone appeared on my doorstep with...
View ArticleTo Be More Like a Tree
Sunlight filters through the leaves of the trees surrounding this uninhabited cabin in which I sit. Looking out of the screen door that opens onto a porch, the different shades of green of leaves and...
View ArticleThe Washout
A heavy rain falls. The phone line is unplugged and the WiFi is off. There were tornado warnings announced on the radio earlier. It is early fall, and I am not ready for the cold. However, the rain is...
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